Wednesday, March 08, 2006
orientation is over! & with it brings an air of finality to it all... like its down to studying properly now... no more games & e like. i promise term2 im gonna study like ive never studied before. (:HANNAHH! u must keep our pinky swear promise k? as much as i would like to travel ard e world... i really dont want u to break tt promise..
feeling kinda low now actually.. i feel quite bad. to everyone whom i ever hurt, unintentionally or otherwise, im sorry.
& im really sorry to e guy i dont like too. i dont hate him at all. seriously. its just tt i kinda didnt like e way he handled a certain situation. & since all i heard was tt he was really nice & decent etc. i expected better of him i suppose. but then again, who am i to expect anything. but anyway, what i really want to apologise for e most is my apalling behaviour when i see him ard, & my reaction to his name etc. its really uncalled for & out of line. i mean, i dont even know him right? so its super unfair for me to do all tt. besides, its not like he did anything to me, but i guess some stuff sorta made me see red & get all unreasonable.. but still, tts no excuse for my extremely awful & childish behaviour. im so sorry.. so whoever knows what im talking abt, please help me tell him im really really sorry.
suzy on 3:00 PM