Sunday, October 08, 2006
what a nightmare!

hi hi hi hi <--- my retarded brother did tt while i was away -.-

yay (: i er, bought shoes again yesterday!! its not blue this time though, its black! but im quite screwed cuz i bought 2 pairs of shoes in 2 days, & i cant really use the "im buying for u to wear too!" excuse cuz my mum has something slightly similar which i cant wear cuz it looks weird ): so... im praying that she wont find out about the new pair anytime soon...

i had a nightmare recently, its really quite scary! for some weird reason, i was performing with my ny dance teacher again, & i was told to bring the purple costume, the one from amarante. so when we were about to go on stage, i realised that everyone else was wearing the purple top, but not the pants, & were wearing black tights (ie. short tight shorts) & this weird chiffon puple skirt sorta thing. then they were like, "hurry go change! its in ur dressing room!" the place was some weird place that i hadn't seen before so it was really scary trying to nagivate my way back to my dressing room, given the time constraints & all. when i finally managed to get to my dressing room, i could only find the tights but not the skirt so i ran back to backstage to ask if anyone knew where mine was. the item had already started by then & my dance teacher was like, nevermind, just go instage & dance! do it for fun, theres no one important among the people watching anyway. so i went onstage and then realised 2 things. 1. the audience was huge! not like esplanade-sized, but indoor stadium-sized!!! and thats not the worst. i also realised that i couldnt remember the dance at all, & was in the first row so i couldnt copy at al! it was awful ):

oh darn my brother saw the thing about 2pairs of shoes! but the twit doesnt know where the pair of shoes my mum doesnt know about are. he happily went to tell my mum about the shoes she already knowa about. hahahaha. whew