Wednesday, January 17, 2007

napfa trials are tomorrow! which means that im screwed cuz my fitness level hit rock bottom a long time ago. plus i have muscle ache in various random places such as my neck. and i have a pulled er, something. the muscle at the back of the thigh. dont know what its called, the only muscles i know the names of are like... calf muscles & oh! gluteus maximus! hahaha.

anyway, dance tomorrow! it'll be our 2nd syf pract! im not sure if i can talk about the details here, u know how it is. but i think its pretty nice! hard though, cuz the ____ are bigger, heavier & harder to open than those we're used to, but its nice. i hope the j1s arent scared off by the pretty intense pract we had. haha

im quite scared cuz i really have to do well, being a dsa-er & all that. & looking back at the last syf, i realise that i totally wasted my opportunities. like i went from the front to the middle for the front part, & totally got kicked out of the middle part, where the 4 of us did the pair thingy with suwan & jac. (oh yeah, i miss u kaishi! do u think we can still do those steps? haha i bet u cant lift me anymore!) but that one was also partly cuz meiling & i looked super out of place among all the tall people i guess. but still, it wouldnt have mattered if i worked harder & caught my leg better. i mean, i managed to pull it off for dance night! so that means i could have done it. all i had to do was push myself harder.

this syf is gonna be the last one ever, so i really wanna be the best that i can possibly be, and do the best i possibly can. so its no more slacking or stoning, and way more practicing for me from now on! i promise! i will become a dancer (:

so everyone please remind me, in the event that i start to slip back into my old habits again ok? (: thanks.