Saturday, February 24, 2007

BLOODY.

sorry, i am an absolutely lousy person to be around right now. (ivy i am NOT foul mouthed ok!)thankfully the (school) week is only 3days long. if it were any longer, well. i dont even want to think about it!

basically, wednesday was... i dont know. all i remember was the colours ceremony where we all realized the full weight of what we have to achieve. that is, gold with honours. nothing less. we have 9weeks left to syf! NINE. & other schools have finished choregraphing ages ago.

thursday i pissed ivy off. sorry ivy! you have every right to be pissed with me, and practicing really helped. today's dance was just pretty draining, cuz i was sleepy. oh! suwan's knee screwed up again! poor girl. i think this one is really really serious. take care ok!!!

im trying to be less grumpy about it, but its just that... well. sometimes i really really dread practices. i feel drained by the end of it. and having to stay back on monday, wednesday, thursday, friday and coming back at 7.45 on saturday, it feels like dance is crowding out every other part of my life. like ballet. which i incidentally have to quit. i cant make it for any lessons. this sucks, because i dont want to quit. and i dont feel like doing homework because...

ok i shall stop being whiney. and instead of wasting my time blogging, i shall go and sleep. since i have to be there at 7.45.