Sunday, February 04, 2007

the pt ic was late for pt today. but thats only because i didnt hear zhixu say come at 7.45 ok! really really. contrary to popular belief i am not always late ok. (:

THANK YOU JERRINE! for the card (: its really sweet of you!
yesterday 15 people got chosen for this particular section. it cant be too many cuz its this vertical line, and the stage isnt very deep. anyway, i got complimented by laoshi cuz she told me that my chinese dance-ish feel improved a lot, but then proceeded to not get picked for that section. ouch. and i guess i was feeling pretty down about it. i mean, OUCH. its not about the not being onstage, but its more like i must be doing something lousily if i dont get chosen right? plus i dsa-ed so shouldnt i be better than that? otherwise the dsa's just wasted on me, and i stole a way more deserving person's place. i think my being down showed. thank you jerrine! you're right, its all in God's hands. so i'll just wait & see what parts of the dance he has in store for us then (: after all, its only by his grace that i even managed to dsa in the first place right? so if he thinks that letting me dsa was a good idea, then all i gotta do is work hard during dance, and just leave the rest to him (: