Saturday, October 31, 2009
dysmenorrhea is killing me

i wish there were a way to tell one's body to not bother with building up the endometrium every month and then so painfully having it sloughed off through the breaking of capillaries and the loss of blood which potentially puts one at risk of iron deficiency, meaning liver has been force fed to me when i was younger to the extent where nobody needs to tell me to eat liver anymore, i will duly eat way more than i personally feel is necessary. haha. but the thing that really really sucks are the stupid cramps. they've been getting quite bad probably because i stopped exercising. so unfair how there are people who never get them. ):

sucks to own a uterus. haha.

on a happier note, i survived the week! (: lab test next week and another CA the week after, but since they're nicely spaced out it should be ok (:

joel is a genius! my phone suddenly ceased to function, and i would totally be murdered by my parents if i told them i spoilt another phone again, and this time i've been looking after my phone to the best of my capabilities. meaning thus far, i haven't accidentally drowned it, smacked it into a wall accidentally, or dropped it er. more than 10 times? haha. so i was really distressed that it got spoilt when i've been doing my best ): anyway joel offered to swap phones with me cuz he's got an army phone at home that he can use, and hopefully my phone will miraculously recover in the near future. so inbetween hangings (sounds so morbid right HAHA) he managed to quickly reset my phone to master settings and then ta da! my phone recovered from the virus it caught. omg la. i never knew phones could have viruses.